I know I've been gone for a long time guys, and I'm so sorry about that... I've been through hell and back. I just got out of the hospital less than two weeks ago. Lost my apartment and found out that my Grandpa has a year left to live, then to find out that my great grandma past two weeks ago as well... I just need prayers, thoughts, and whatever else you believe in.... Please? I may still smile, but my struggles are very real... Please...